After all the talk about the men I hoped to dream of I ended dreaming of my Ex.
It wasn't like the Lazy Town dream a few days ago. In this dream he had just broke up with my co-worker and we went over to his house so she could yell at him.
It was all very strange.
Whats the strangest thing of all - I dream about him at least once a month. WTF?????
We dated from the time I was 18 until I was 22. We were even engaged. But you know how the story goes - things change, people change, feelings change. I supposed it didn't help that he was 7 yrs older than me. When we ended up being done for good I was devastated.
It wasn't really on a good note, but what break-up is?
He was all I knew. I couldn't see my life without him, but at the same time I couldn't see us building a life together. We were just to different.
Life got pretty rough there for a while. His new girlfriend moved in right away and within months and then they got married.
But I ended up where I supposed to be.
And for that I will always be thankful. But why the hell do I dream about him? It's not like I'm in love with him anymore. Has anyone else ever had that happen?
I don't get it.
So L, wherever you are I hope your life is good and I wish you the best.
Thanks for everything.
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